you know, when my counselor wants to talk about plans for me graduating on time, I just feel worse about the fact that I’m not doing well in school right now and because I feel worse, I do less.

Nothing we’ve even “planned” is getting done anyway. I don’t do online because I just stare at the screen. I can’t work with a teacher because I can’t even get to school most days. Nothing is helping me get my work done and helping me get my credits recovered. None of this is my fault and I know it though. I didn’t wake up one day and say, OP, I’M GOING TO BE DEPRESSED LOL. It just happened.

I mean… I don’t even need to do any of this shit. I don’t need math. I don’t need English. These requirements are so dumb.

I’m probably not even going to graduate anyway, which really sucks because I need to so I can go to college so I can work in Japan.

*sign*